Behind My Smile

Behind my smile, are things you could never understand.
A person lie huddle and dying in a recess.
Lost in a world that’s so real, so dead, so bland.
You told me I was more, I knew I was less.

Behind my smile, are things you could never command.
The pain and sadness of a never ending torment
This smile is my disguise, telling you that life is grand.
Despite all the things you said and never meant.

Behind my smile, are things you could never have planned.
Things I pondered for hours upon hours.
Now I’m finally ready, the time is at hand.
As the knife kills and the daemon devours.

Behind my smile, are things you could never understand.
This lost and forgotten soul is all that remains.
No more hurt, no more tears, and
Lastly, no blood left in my veins.